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Germaine ♥

i suddenly feel like blogging about newyork trip ._.
nvm then, i will fulfil my own wish then. xD
super long post ahead..

just looked through all the newyork photos that ruishan burnt for me in a disc.
i miss newyork.

looking through, i remember that i liked my own SL during ny trip. :x
i liked him, but i made things difficult for him at that time.
throwing tantrums like a 3 year old kid, making clara and ruishan so pekcek.
i argued with brandon for manymany time, more than 7 for the whole trip.
argued like nobody's business, like there's no tomorrow.
so you can imagine how bad it was at that time.

i remember how clara took care of me, using her man-ly methods.
she scolded me for quite a few times, cos i really did something wrong.
i didnt take good care of myself.
when i was coughing and sneezing like mad, i was munching potato chips away, non stop. :x
so she sort of raised her voice, and told me to stop eating.
then told me to sleep, which i didnt want to!!
then she said "if you never sleep by ___, you 2morrow play a high G for me."
HA, that time i can reach a bit le, so i said "HAHAHA, i can reach le! xD"
obviously, she raised the note to top C, which i am very scared of, at that time.
i immediately went to sleep. :x
but seriously, luckily she stopped me at that time.
cos if i continued, i surely fall sick until very jialat. :x
she did take good care of me, in the physical part! lols.

i remember i cried in front of ruishan a lot of times during ny trip.
at that time, i was super worried.
cos i am very lousy in playing, and i was about to take over SL post le.
who wont be scare if in that situation?! :x
i talked to her about section and myself quite a few times.
dunno whether she got find me a nuisance or not. :x
but i made her cry 1 or 2 times, while talking about section's problems.
though after the cryings, i was still very worried at that time.
but! she did lighten my super heavy burden. (:
i remember her scolding me and brandon, when i argued with him.
i am the one who started the fight. :x
i am damn bo liao laaaaa. tsk tsk tsk.
but seriously, she did take good care of me, especially in the emotional part! :D
and without this trip, i guess i would never have a chance to reallly talk to her.

i remember me crushing brandon during the trip, lols. xD
but in the past le! but nonono le.
i picked a fight with him because i want to attract his attention. -.-"
i didnt know why i behaved that way, but now know le.
and another reason is because he dun want to eat, walk, etc with section.
and at that time, only got 4 ppl in trumpet section lehh.
this is exactly the same case as yanqian's one. -.-
i remember i was practically gaga-ing over him laaaaa. omg. :x
when he treated me nice and do things with section, i was super happy for the whole entire day.
when he treated me not nice and never do things with section, i was be damn moody.
so my life was revolving around him at that time. -.-
and i got drunk after i drank beer and red wine with him on plane, made myself feel damn terrible.
i gulpped down the whole can of beer, cos i dunno how to drink,
and thinking that faster drink finish is the best, which is wrong. :x
and duh, i got drunked.
i was such a siao ding dong that time.
but he's being 'bullied' by me at that time. :x
i threw tantrums at him damn often.

really want to say a BIG thank you to the 3 of you.
you all made me grown up and martured after ny trip.
if you all happen to come here..

Thanks Clara, for taking good care of me, the physical part.
Thanks Ruishan, for taking care of me, the emotional part.
Thanks Brandon, for tolerating me and my nonsenses, i mean the quarrelings, not the with section part. xD

i love the 3 of you! :D