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Germaine ♥

1:38 PM, Sunday, August 17, 2008

if i think of the negative side,
i think my life's in a mess now.
everything's changing.
the most serious part is that i am losing friends,
especially those very close one.

very straightforward, those who are in amkss but not in band,
and are there for me when i am down are very few now.
partly is my fault bah.
since i am not there for them, why should they be there for me?
i am only left with weiting, yixuan and liting.
i am glad i still have them. (:

especially weiting, she's always there for me.
i promise her that after i graduate from band one year later,
i will give her most of my time. (:
to do all the shoppings and everything.

this is dedicated to someone. :D
dun be surprised.
i feel that it's a blessing in disguise, to be in the same class as him for 4 years.
though he got girlfriend already, though he neglects me sometimes,
but he's there for me.
for me to shout at, scream at, rant at when i am down.
he makes me agitated once in a while, when he insults me about the horse thing.
but i admit it's quite funny at times, and i will laugh at it.
i just realised that he always wait for me after school or class remedial.
cos i am always slow at packing bag, i am always the last few to complete work given during class remedial.
everytime when i see him do finish his work already, i thought that he will just leave and go to band.
but i am wrong, he waited for me.
last year, during sec2 streaming, i am not even scare that i am not in the same class as him.
i dun care at all, i am that bad, all i care is mt gang and junjie.
he's someone who was the first person i talked to when i entered amkss and 1/5.
he's someone who was kena persuaded by me to join band.
he's someone who i often tell secrets to, and chat with him over phone almost everyday, in the past.
he's someone who i always argue with, over all sorts of stupid things.
he' someone who first made me scold so much vuglarities at him.
he's someone who is the reason to why i cut my wrist for the first time.
he's someone who always say he dun want to teach me maths anymore, but end up teaching me. xD
he's someone who is there for me, no matter is now, or past.
i am glad that he's in the same class as me.
but after saying all these, it doesn't mean that i will change my attitude torwards him.
cos in the first place, this is how we communicate, and how we build our friendship.
he definately makes a big part of my secondary school memories.
he's none other than WONG CHONG HUI. :D
thank you so much, mushroom!
i wont compare you to him le, cos i noe you are more important than him.
i am definately closer to you, than him.

but my crush is still more important than you! bleah. xD

at first i was very emo de.
but now, my mood changed le, after talking all about mushroom. xD

byebye!
chiong chiong chiong for 2morrow's chem test.