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Germaine ♥

long day today~
but i am not physically tired.
i am emotionally tired.

sectional in the morning.
at first i thought that my playing will be on-form today.
didnt expect that i cannot play.
it's damn scary.
when i started to play, i already realised that something very wrong with my lips.
cos when i played a note, suddenly my sound will stop, then lips cannot vibrate le.
at first thought it's because not enough warm-ups.
but no, i really cannot play, no matter how much air i used.
i cannot even play a normal G lehh! =x

and obviously, i broke down, and cried.
lols. i think brandon must be thinking that i am crazy.
but dunno why i just feel like calling him for help.
but duh, early in the morning he was sleeping.

and yes, this break down of my lips is all because of the reason that i over-worked. =x
but i dun think that i over-worked the previous day?
maybe it's because of long term of not enough rest.
but i cannot stop practising also mah!

wad i most cannot accept is that shi zheng asked me to play third for music of the beatles!
it's not because i feel that play third very lousy or wad.
the thing is that i really worked very hard for this piece leh!
by asking me to play third, you are covering and burying all my previous efforts and hardworks.
and i just cannot accept.
i noe, if i continue to play and practice in this crazy manner, my lips will break down real soon.
but no. you can ask me to play third for everything, but not this piece please.
then took eric for individuals.
then had lunch with yanqian and eric.

movie with waiyen, chonghui and yanling.
made of honour. :D

then went to mac and talk talk.
homed at around 7 plus.







in the past, when brandon, clara, yanling and ruishan were still around,
i remembered i never push myself to such extent before.
cos when i cannot play, i would hide behind them, here and there, everywhere.

brandon experienced it before.
clara experienced it before too.
and now, it's my turn already. =x
i hate it man.

i want to keep improving.


okay. something to be happy about.
linyoujia's first album is out already! :D