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Germaine ♥

still decided to blog here today. (:

very emotion recently,
nevermind. i got plenty time to do so. xD

nowadays, manymany things i saw or heard would trigger the memories of the past and many thoughts.
when i was packing my old stuffs, it reminded me of my primary school days.
when i saw my graduated seniors, memories just flowed back.
and manymanymany.
time really move at a very fast pace.

just a moment again, i went to jaron's blog.
everything happened like a blink of an eye.
i remembered how much i used to like jaron, and how much i dislike band because of yanling.
but now, yanling is just like my close friend, a person whom i can talk to, whether it's about joys or sorrows.
this is an example of MIRACLE! :DD
and i am glad that this miracle came about. [:

last saturday, went to nyjc concert with clara.
we saw glenn.
when he was in sec5, i was only sec1, the girl who created so many rumors and gossips about her liking sooooooo many guys at a go [but some is not true de luhh].
he reminded me of that regret of mine.
regreted for not bonding with the section, to such extend that i couldn't talk to my own direct senior now.
the sight of all the graduated trumpet seniors reminded me of how they brought the section from messy state to a great height.
and it makes me become stronger, and have even more desire to put in all my effort in the section and let the history repeat itself.
from messy state to a great height.

many letters from weiting did trigger as well.
most of the letters that she wrote to me were talking about striving in our studies.
the most difficult obstacle we met together was sec2 streaming.
this is also a MIRACLE that we are in same class now, as her level position was 46 and mine was 132!
reading through the letters that she gave me reminded me that although we still got one year plus, but it's important to treasure it now, cos i dun want to regret in the future.
i am veryvery glad that this miracle came about too! :D
I LOVE YOU! :D

recently, same case for junjie.
but this one, i have no control over it.
if our friendship really meant to be faded, there's nothing i could do.
cos i really hold on to our frienship very tightly, to an extend of too tight.
but recently, i realised that in the past, i got jealous just because you talk to other girls and throw tantrum at you just because of stupid reasons like you never talk to me.
in the past, we were in the same class.
but now, we are in different classes.
hence, i no longer have the rights to do those things that i did in the past.
and every single action of mine may lead to very bad consequences.
in the past, i can get jealous like no one business.
but now, wad i can do is to pretend that i didnt see things that i saw.
"Lying to my ownself" and "ignorance" are the medicines that i need and i am taking now.
perhaps, it's to an extend that i dun even have any rights to like you.
i dunno whether my memories with you are precious to you or not.
but it is precious to me, and i hope that it's to you too.

okay. still got a lot. but lazy to type out le.
shoulders pain already. =x
also enough of my crapping.
byebyeeeeeeeeeee. good night! :D

mt gang outing 2morrow! :D
Wheeeeeeeeee!