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Germaine ♥

finally, today came.
the day which i waited for sooooooooo long.
but it turned out to be not really very good?
i was damn super excited yesterday night.
but when i woke up, i turned out to be super moody.
dunno why also.

went to sectional today.
5seniors. 3juniors. total 8ppl in the section.
make a guess how many ppl attended?
when i walked into the classroom,
i am super duper uber luper wuper SHOCKED.
only yanling and seesuan in the classroom.
plus me, it became three.
only three ppl went for sectional!
everyone applause please.
*clapclaps*
so conclusion......
today's sectional equals to meaningless. =x
talked alot. i will not deny that.
but we talked about things which are not nonsenses. (:

after that, went to find french horn section.
then went to coffee shop.
many ppl went home, then left shizheng, andy, yanling and me.
talk. talk. talk. talk. talk. talk for 2hours plus.
then homed.
thanks andy! for accompanying me to take bus88 and bus72.
he could take just one direct bus to reach his house de.
so nice of him luhh. ^^
andandand.
i realised that i like to talk to yanling alot alot. hahas.
very nice to talk to her. (:

someone, who's surname is just opposite as mine, reached singapore around 6pm.
i should be happy.
but i am NOT AT ALL.
out of a sudden, i wish that you never came back.
i noe it's mean to say until like that.
but this is really wad i felt.

the day which i looked forward so much to become like that.
all is just disappointments.
maybe, because you are not here for 1month plus,
whenever i met an obstacle, i would tell myself that if you were here, you will help me and blahblahblah shit and wadever.
so it resulted in high expectations and high demandings.
and everything changed to disappointments when you come back.
i really hope that you will go out 2morrow.
i wanted to use force.
but. i told myself before that i cannot use force on you.
cos you are a human too, plus you also not my whoever.
i should respect you, like how i did to other ppl.
but am i able to do that forever?
no one knows.

my mind told me that it's time to let go.
but my heart just wont let me let go.