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Germaine ♥

wahwah.
germaine long long time never blog. lols.


hmmm, i think i slack a lot in eoys bah.
dunno. hope that i will not fail any subject bah.
almost everyday sleep for four hours only.. =x
last paper on monday!! all the best everyone! xD

yesterday went out with jiaqi and junjie.
went to library and movie.
watched underdog.
okay lar. fun lor. it was fun at first.
but now, i thought about it again. i dun think so le.
it seems like when there is something for me to happy about,
something bad sure will happen de.
everytime when you make me so happy,
why must you after that let me fall from that high building?
you are always the reason why i am so happy .
but at the same time, you are always the reason why i am disappointed.
maybe i really need to forget about you.
but this is not my first time saying it le. since from the start of term3.
everytime when i am prepared to forget about you, you will lighten my mood again.
then "give up" that word will never appear in my mind le.

i dunno why i love you so much.
you are not good looking.
many people out there also have good characters and good academic result.
but you are only the one in my eyes, nobody else.
because of you, i did a lot of stupid things.
maybe no matter how much effort i put in, not even a fruit will grow.

yesterday, someone told me something.
when i heard it, my heart broke into billions pieces and tears kept flowing down.
i think someone was very shocked and kept apologising.
but i think that someone did the right thing.
by telling me this thing, i will let me forget about him le bah.
i even wanted to quit band because i am afraid that,
during the holiday, if they went out and have fun, i cannot.
how naive and stupid i am.

to say the truth, when i heard that band is starting soon, i whinned, screamed,
and didnt want to go.
but now i think it through le.
in the very first place, i belong to band when i first entered the scool during sec1.
so i should not have that thought of quitting it just because of him.
and i promised brandon that i will be very enthu of band after the one month he gave me.
and i promised my trumpet that it will be the thing that i love most in my heart.
somehow, i broke my promises to brandon and my trumpet.
i think if i put in as much as effort in trumpet like how i did in him,
i think i now dun need to worry about my technique skills le.
i now should say, " yeah! band is starting soon! " ^^
from there, i am going to forget about him,
love the band, my section, my seniors and juniors, and finally my trumpet once again.

yes! this should be the way, germaine! xD
you are the SL for year 2008-2009.
you should not be so vulnerable cos i have mission.
to save myself and my juniors and then, the section.
like wad waiyen said," not like as if nobody will help you when you are in troubles or have problems."
and i must make sure that trumpet section will not collapse in my hand.
like wad waiyen said," you should not avoid the problems and ostacles in front of you like a coward."
i noe that in front of me is a very tough road.
but no matter wad, i will walk till the end.

and not forgeting all my good friends, i hope that you all will not think that if i go back to band, i will neglect you all.
i will not, i promise. i will still go out with you for shopping and chat chats. xD

i dun want to see you even once after the class chalet.
after the two months of holiday, i think i will be able to forget you totally.