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9:06 AM, Monday, October 15, 2007

i dunno why recently i got so much things to say.
everyday blogging lars, maybe i am a blog freak? haha!
i am going to write alot alot of things.
if you dun feel like reading, then come again next time!
really, not sarcastic, cos i am going to say a lot of no link things.
later you all see until your eyes blu blur and want to sleep le. =x

i want to talk about my section. okay, i noe i am talking to myself. but! nvm. band has revolved me and my life for dunno how many years le. to be exact, about 6 years le!! wow! so looooooooooong. last time, when i always wanted to quit but never, it is partly because i knew that i will feel weird without band in my life. now seriously, the thoughts of quiting band is no longer in my mind le. and i guess, i really love band and my section now, though there are so many ostacles in front of me. but somehow, when i am daydreaming, i would think of my section sometimes, maybe partly got some stupid reasons. xD i cannot say it here, cos i noe there are still be ppl reading. and i realised that i like to listen to band music now, it will flow in my mind. hahas! i love piccolo march! so cute luh! ^^ and i am very impatient. i dun have the patience to listen to fantasy variations, cos all i want to hear is the trumpet parts. but in the front we got so many bars of rest lars. but nvm. i will try to listen, in fact i am listening now. hahas! first time okay! and yesterday i went to see my section blog history. i guess really a lot of things happened throughout the years. and one post is about the long long history of trumpet. trumpet section did collapse before and sooooooo many ppl quited. if i am not wrong, at that time, trumpet section got the highest amount of ppl quitting in band! omg luh. to say the truth, i really feel very left out in my section. i dunno why, is like my second year in band going to end soon le, but still like that. i really dunno why. maybe is because i am very anti-social? dunno. i guess i can talk to my juniors more than my seniors? funny right? seriously, wad's wrong with me huh? by right, i should be closer to my sec3 seniors, cos i noe them for 2 years le. but.... haiz. i really wish that i can be like other sec2, they are so much closer to their seniors and juniors lars. and me? but no matter wad, i will wait for that day to come. i am really afraid that there will be a section talk again, like last band camp like that. pardon me for saying this, after the section talk, we really became more bonded. but after few weeks, no more le, we are back to the same thing again. and i really dunno how to face the truth that my sec3 seniors will be leaving me soon. how? how? how? i will be in deep shit lars. although iam not so close with them, but i guess i will still miss them when they graduate le bah. i always give them a lot of problems lor. in the past, i have some conflicts with yanling, but i guess now everything should be alright le bah. but it is impossible for us to be close, due to the past. i hardly talk to ruishan, until the last band camp, then now start to talk a little little bit le. and next clara, hmm, actually in the section, i think i communicate with her the most bah. everytime, she will push me to work harder, listen to me whinning about all my discontentment, at times, we will also caht chat. and last but not the least, brandon. i got so much things to say le. hmm, i noe him since i am pri4, so he's pri5. i still remember how we became closer. hahas! really stupid, maybe cos we are will immature bah. i also dun believe that in the past, i got chat with him through phone de. unbelievable right? xD then we sort of lost contact when i am pri6, cos he already in amkss le. then, the most miracle part is the i entered trumpet section! really, i never expect that i will be in same section as brandon. at that moment, i guess i am quite happy bah, cos i knew that i can depend on him if anything happens. cos sometimes will go back amkps to see the band together, rumors and gossips started! wth luh, then the whole trumpet really thinks that i like him. lols! really very awkward at that time. then slowly i begun to have a crush him lor. i dare to say cos it's the past thing le. but always get jealous or blah blah blah, so i always get angry with him for nothing. i would shout and ignore him, then he also cannot do anything with it. i am crazy. then i remember i am the clod blanket of one section outing. i super idiot de lor. during the outing, i told myself that the distance between me and him must be 5 metres away. ... when taking neoprints, my face blacked until like shit. all the seniors still have to coax me to smile. i am really that childish. =x iwill also always smsed him and argued. like few months back, we did that again. we argued and quarrel like siao. until the section noes? i am still like last time, so immature. it happened the night before the chislosm finale band. too many thing le, i also lazy to say. the conlusion is i have wonderful section, seniors and juniors, especially section leader. ^^

if you read finish the whole paragraph of grandmother story,
congrats! you are really very patient.
you are in the superb level now. xp

no matter wad, wo hai shi xinfu de. (:
wo zai deng dai na tian de lai ling.