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muhahahaha!! 35th post! ^^
okay, today, lots of things happened.
this is going to be a super uber long post.

got back my class and level position.
it's super funny lars.
in level position, i dropped. position 116 to 131. =x
but! in class position, i improved from position 29 to 27.
maybe this is the proof to show that our class dropped le.
hmm, i am neither sad or happy with it.
luckily i did not drop too much.
but but but. i dunno if i will go to 3/4 or 3/3.
i want to go to the same class as pear, yixuan, deborah and waiyen!
pear is because she also wants to go to bio class.
then deborah and yixuan is because our level position is very close with one another.
and for waiyen, is because i want to be with her in class and band. haha.
that makes her my classmate and bandmate.
and we are in the same situation, the only sec2 in the section.
so we can help each other mah. ^^ probably is she helps me bah. xD
andandand.
of course i also want to be in the same class with weiting and liting.
who dun want to go to the same class as their bestfriends?? right?
but with their results, i guess they should go to 3/5.
that pathway got a brighter brighter brighter future for them.
if they go to 3/5, i will be elated for them.
but of course, i hope that they will be in the same class as me next year.

just now, after school, stayed back to have lunch.
then we also trying to figure out which class we can be sure that me, pear and yixuan can go in de.
they siao siao de lars, 'they' is not referring to my friends.
they one moment want 3/3, then one moment want 3/4.
later next moment wad?
i am afraid that later me and pear cannot go to the same class. =x
later one go 3/4, then one go 3/3, i sure cry liao.
i sure will go to the same class as yixuan de. cos our marks very close mah.
then then.
saw brandon in the canteen also.
luckily he will not be my classmate for next year.
brandon, congrats! you are promoted le! ^^
last time hor, who say he will retain de huh? tsk tsk tsk. lols!

then the whole conclusion is we already sort of decided wad to put for our choices le. (:

okay. next. i want to say sorry to weiting and liting.
cos the last few days, i sort of give you two cold shoulders.
not really cold shoulder lars. it's just that i dunno wad to say to you all.
i guess i am really being very childish bah.
but i just cannot control my emotions and temper.
i am sorry. i have already sort out my thinkings le.
yupp yupp, wad i should do now is to cherish all the time i have with you all now.

this paragraph is dedicated to weiting de.
weiting ah weiting. i am really very sorry.
i noe you feel very disappointed, sad and angry.
cos is like i out of a sudden never talk to you, and sort of avoid you.
i admit i was a little bit angry with you.
so i dunno wad to do or say to you. that's i never talk to you.
but i think it through.
no matter wad, you will always be my bestfriend and meimei de.
the most most most most best best best de.
nothing can affect or break our friendship apart.
i guess this is just a break down of my emotions bah.
and when i heard you crying just now, my heart broke into million million pieces.
i dun like to hear you to cry, cos it will make me cry.
and especially, it is because of me.
i am feeling very guilty now.
i am really very very very sorry. dun be sad le okay?
hmm. i will tell you wad happened if you want to.
but let's put this behind us yeah?? okay?
dun be sad le. smile smiles. wo aii ni. love loves. ^^ <3

and wenxiu, i am sorry, for always neglecting you.
i hope that you are feeling better after we talked and sms-ed.
thank you for all you tolerance towards my ignorance and your patience.
i really really do treasure my friendship with you.
i understand how you feel.
i will change, to be a better friend of yours. (:

and and i will continue later. xD
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okay. actually i wanted to talk about jj de.
since his register number is 35 also.
hmm, there are so much things for me to talk about if it's about jj.
i will summarise. summarise. summarise.

i only noe him around 2007 term2, pretty late le.
then we are from strangers to partners to friends, and to good friends.
to me, there's a long long story about me and him.
but to him, i dunno.
sometimes, seriously, i think that he dun even treasure our friendship.
if he dun treasure, wad's the point of me emo-ing, so scare that we will drift apart as friends?

my memories of our friendsship consists of blah blah blah.
- the first time we talked - "eh. why you never talk de huh? all my partners very talkative de."
- the things and actions he did, cos i am so angry with him for nothing.
- the sentosa family day - we talked and chat chat at the shallow parts of the sea.
- all the times when he taught me maths or science.
- the time when i needed a school tie for syf, he ran back to school, just to pass me his tie.
- then, the two outings i had with him and weiting.
- went to chongpang - one time is to pass him his tution books, another is to pass him his birhtday present.
- argued and tried to avoid him due to some reasons.
- the time i was so worried for him due to ................
- all the arguments.
- did homework with him.
- the movie.
- lastly, the straw star, the phone and wallet, the trading of muffins, the way he tried to coax me when i was so angry with him in the library.

all the sweet and sour memories. i will forever keep it in my heart.

just hope that we will still be good friends, even when we are in different classes.